haiz i so feel like crying now? like nothing is going right today.. my brother is pushing my limits.. hes a bloody asshole.. another person is confusing me.. maybe im thinking too much.. but... everythin is just so sudden and everythin is confusing me now.. and my mind is like so into maple.. i think i really gotta lvl faster.. lucky i bought my hino and dark anakarune le~

anyways.. haiz tml choir day camp start le.. got singing competition and my group have not even chosen a song.. damn.. haiz~ again~ last minute work.. this time its even worse.. not my business also become my business.. suddenly i become the one goin after things again when i thought that i was free a few minutes ago.. haiz~ i hate it..

this is getting frustrating.. i know im like creating trouble for myself.. like what one person said.. let go~ haiz how.. and.. haiz.. oh and this is not the.. erm.. last time de.. that i think i let go le.. but i still wish to talk to him.. like still remain as his fren, at least please remember that u said that we will know each other even when we are 30.. im sorry but maybe cuz u were the sweetest guy ive ever known at that time.. well.. but its over.. my dream has woken up because of reality..

i think i will be sick tml.. haiz~ now its like.. even my maid is complainin that she dun wanna work here anymore.. wtf.. what on earth is happening.. its like.. its her that complained abt us la.. den we say her lorx.. she dun say anythin i also wun do anythin.. she zi zao ma fan.. den its not us that said stuff.. its our neighbours that are my parents' spies.. we cant do anythin.. they also talk abt us.. we are victims too.. im starting to twirl woah~

haiz~ i dunno who to confide in dunno who to talk to.. everybody have their own lives to lead u know.. ive learnt that.. like when i was in sec 1.. looking back im really sorry.. if i was taking yall for granted..

hmmm,.... haiz now back to the problem.. im really confused and dunno what to do. cant confide in anyone cuz everyone is busy.. den sum also like.. haiz~ i dunno how to say.. now everythin is so confusing.. help~

haiz hmmm so.. like.. haiz~ wheres that person when i need that person~? haiz~

why issit that i always lose the people dear to me?

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